Am I about to lose my grip now? ‘Cause it feels so cold. I don’t want to let go. It’s not that I just want to prove something, but because I am inlove with you now. I get messed up sometimes because of my not so perfect life, what I mean is you’re the entire good thing I got. My family is priceless to me but they’re kind of screwed up in times, I am not a bum but I am unemployed for months now, I don’t see my friends that often – maybe I don’t have some of them anymore. I don’t regret having you instead because I am happy with you… with us. It’s freaking the heck out of me thinking that you’re about to give up on me. I’m not perfect, please understand that I’m doing my best to be the best for you, just like what you said, you want me to be the one. – That’s what I want also.
For the past months that we’ve been together, I can see myself in a long term basis with you. The way how you welcome a total stranger like me in you’re life is something big for a private person like you. I’m sorry for all the stupid things. I love you, Babe. It breaks my heart if we’re not doing ok and that’s one thing I can hold onto – The thought that I won’t stand hurting or losing you. I never thought I can give this much to someone this soon. So stick with this - I am the one for you. <3